Incertitude. That Sounds Right

I was doing so well: I dragged myself out of bed at a reasonable time (I got my husband to call me from work so that I didn't sleep in AGAIN!!) I looked at my workout gear and just thought "I can't do it, not today"but that inner voice told me to stop being a pussy and JFDI. So I did. 48 min workout to #Michelle Bridges Cardio Kicker. Amazing I here you cheer. But wait! There's more! I had my shower and instead of the frozen yoghurt I had the yoghurt a la fridge (and a coffee that my husband makes for me before he leaves at 5am). I then sat at the laptop checked out FB and the new #12WBT 30 plus page that I had just subscribed to. I am soooo bored! These 6 week holidays sound amazing, but when you are in a small town with no car (husband took it to work) and a child who refuses to walk and is a safety hazard on anything that has wheels, it can get pretty boring quite quickly.
I am not the most domesticated of people and have "cleaned"my house to within an inch it of being declared a chemical hazard.
I have prepared all of my teaching plans and resources for next year.
I DO NOT IRON ( MstrX saw an ironing board in the hotel cupboard and asked why the surfboard had legs)
I AM BORED!! Normally this would not end well, the pantry beckons and I just can't resist that tempting whisper. Get thee behind me Junk Food! I'm not for the taking!
At this point I am high fiving myself and whoot whooting to anyone that would listen (even the dogs ran away) And then the most amazing thing happened. Almost without knowing I was once again exercising, workout gear on again and the elliptical machine was pumping, I looked down and YES INDEEDY ! It was infact me all kitted out and in the throes of another session.
I posted my achievement onto the #12WBT 30 plus page and patted myself on the back.
Hubby came home and I made our meal as per #12WBT. Lamb and Pumpkin Salad, we didnt have pomegranete so I used a nectarine (I would put Bear Grils to Shame) Mstr X had hotdogs with barbeque sauce (we are into brown food at the moment)
I did the domestic thing (unlike me) and cleared.
I sat down played some scrabble and the next thing I knew I was sitting there witha packet of Mini Homestyle Chunkies (choc chip biccies. 115 calories)  WTF after all my hard work....
Why oh Why can I not say no !!  :( 

I feel that all my hardwork today has been undone I am suffering from INCERTITUDE.
THe difference now is that I will not let it stop me from trying again tomorrow. I will reach my goal weight by August 2013. I will work on my emotional issues. I will achieve and succeed. I will learn to overcome my incertitude.
Once again fellow travellers I have slipped. I have dusted myself down, stood back up and placed one foot in front of the other. I am travelling along this road once more .